People says that her face is expressionless, yes .. maybe she hides much in herself. But i know she is beautiful.
The first time i saw her she was sitting beside me in my class and we were discussing seriously about exams that were to come. She was here every time with me. But i saw her for the first time in my life. She was in her normal dress no special hair tie . No makeup. Still, still i saw her as i have never seen before.
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Why do i still remember the first time i saw her. Whenever i go low, it comes as flashback . I never told her. What should i tell her? That there was something special that day..? she would laugh at me. I see her whenever i visit my hometown . She just paste a smile on face and then fades away. I tried telling my friends about this flashback. They end up saying that i am in love. Really is that so. But why i am not able to convince myself. I am afraid she may get angry. Is that so. The truth is i dont know.
I have been to the place where this vision happened. I sit in her place and try to think what she would have thought about me. Yeah she is expressionless never gives out a clue..
But then how will i find the answer. Should i wait for her to show some signal or anything? Uh am i driver on road ? I cant be this far from my hometown. i am trying to be home. May be the busy life here in this town has made me think like that. If so then why her. I have met as many girls in my life but why she.
I dont behave like lovers do . I dont write her name with mine. I dont go behind her. i dont go see her status updated. i dont visit her. i dont want to see her always. i dont talk often. i dont have her number even were in stand i could have got that. neither i am interested in love songs . But still she is there in my thoughts.
Dont tell me its horror story. it cant be. She is alive. well there is something that i cant trace out. MAy be
i need to tell her. But something that haunts me is if she laughs over me and walks away. If so why should i be sad. Wait , do i want her to say the same way i feel. Is this what i have been expecting for years?
Or have i gone mad?
Girl if u are anywhere reading this , please understand i am not helpless neither i am mad. I cant say your name .But if u understand what i am saying. . then i have my answer .. there is something that must be sorted out. may be your presence in my life. Is it past or forever... I cant say those three words those which everyone says for a toss.. but i can say if u understand it will be one word "FOREVER"
The first time i saw her she was sitting beside me in my class and we were discussing seriously about exams that were to come. She was here every time with me. But i saw her for the first time in my life. She was in her normal dress no special hair tie . No makeup. Still, still i saw her as i have never seen before.
.
.
Why do i still remember the first time i saw her. Whenever i go low, it comes as flashback . I never told her. What should i tell her? That there was something special that day..? she would laugh at me. I see her whenever i visit my hometown . She just paste a smile on face and then fades away. I tried telling my friends about this flashback. They end up saying that i am in love. Really is that so. But why i am not able to convince myself. I am afraid she may get angry. Is that so. The truth is i dont know.
I have been to the place where this vision happened. I sit in her place and try to think what she would have thought about me. Yeah she is expressionless never gives out a clue..
But then how will i find the answer. Should i wait for her to show some signal or anything? Uh am i driver on road ? I cant be this far from my hometown. i am trying to be home. May be the busy life here in this town has made me think like that. If so then why her. I have met as many girls in my life but why she.
I dont behave like lovers do . I dont write her name with mine. I dont go behind her. i dont go see her status updated. i dont visit her. i dont want to see her always. i dont talk often. i dont have her number even were in stand i could have got that. neither i am interested in love songs . But still she is there in my thoughts.
Dont tell me its horror story. it cant be. She is alive. well there is something that i cant trace out. MAy be
i need to tell her. But something that haunts me is if she laughs over me and walks away. If so why should i be sad. Wait , do i want her to say the same way i feel. Is this what i have been expecting for years?
Or have i gone mad?
Girl if u are anywhere reading this , please understand i am not helpless neither i am mad. I cant say your name .But if u understand what i am saying. . then i have my answer .. there is something that must be sorted out. may be your presence in my life. Is it past or forever... I cant say those three words those which everyone says for a toss.. but i can say if u understand it will be one word "FOREVER"
