The joy of getting a gift long asked for

The joy of getting a gift which was being asked for so long,
so long that i cannot count days hours or even minutes.
Thank you God for this blessing.
I know this is a precious gift from you.
I ask for your hep alone. coz i am weak
i cannot take this alone. You got to help me out.
The huge LAbel that was on my forehead put by many people of this world has been removed
Once again i will be called a blessing.
So will i praise your name from hereafter.
The surprise it came to everyone.
I know from which point you bought me back.
On the verge of Death was i standing
you called me back.
If it wasn't your grace i won't be writing this vote of thanks alive.
Am thankful and  i will be .
Thanks a million God for redeeming me.
May your name be praised for evermore.

When i crossed my limit of Patience ... written few months before this date

Don't tell me not to be angry
Don't tell me not to cry
You have given me enough shame for to live on
Whom else should i blame
Waren't you my friend who uphold-ed me
Aren't you suppose to wash my tears away
Why is that i wear a smile when my heart can't stop crying.
Have not i been faithful to you?
Have not i shown enough patience?
Enough of tears, Enough of Patience
Give me back that you took away from me.
I dont want to be called barren.
Give me back my name.
I was called a blessing from you.
Don't change  my name to any curse.
I am tired of mocking , tired of sorrow
You have to give my gift back.
You have to give me my child.
Dont think i will keep mum this time.
You made me LOUD and i will be LOUD  and CLEAR this time.
Give me my blessing or I won't spare you.
I am on my knees praying, Deliver me my child. Please

Waiting for Lord

When the trumpets roll
When it sounds like never before
I will My Lord, raise u to you
in a glorified spirit.
Purer than the love can hold
Holier than the eyes can bear,
I will be lifted up.
All my sorrows, all my pain
will be washed away.
Waiting for that precious  time
when i meet you Lord,
and Thou shall embrace me in real.
Waiting for you Lord, Waiting for you.