The joy of getting a gift long asked for

The joy of getting a gift which was being asked for so long,
so long that i cannot count days hours or even minutes.
Thank you God for this blessing.
I know this is a precious gift from you.
I ask for your hep alone. coz i am weak
i cannot take this alone. You got to help me out.
The huge LAbel that was on my forehead put by many people of this world has been removed
Once again i will be called a blessing.
So will i praise your name from hereafter.
The surprise it came to everyone.
I know from which point you bought me back.
On the verge of Death was i standing
you called me back.
If it wasn't your grace i won't be writing this vote of thanks alive.
Am thankful and  i will be .
Thanks a million God for redeeming me.
May your name be praised for evermore.

When i crossed my limit of Patience ... written few months before this date

Don't tell me not to be angry
Don't tell me not to cry
You have given me enough shame for to live on
Whom else should i blame
Waren't you my friend who uphold-ed me
Aren't you suppose to wash my tears away
Why is that i wear a smile when my heart can't stop crying.
Have not i been faithful to you?
Have not i shown enough patience?
Enough of tears, Enough of Patience
Give me back that you took away from me.
I dont want to be called barren.
Give me back my name.
I was called a blessing from you.
Don't change  my name to any curse.
I am tired of mocking , tired of sorrow
You have to give my gift back.
You have to give me my child.
Dont think i will keep mum this time.
You made me LOUD and i will be LOUD  and CLEAR this time.
Give me my blessing or I won't spare you.
I am on my knees praying, Deliver me my child. Please

Waiting for Lord

When the trumpets roll
When it sounds like never before
I will My Lord, raise u to you
in a glorified spirit.
Purer than the love can hold
Holier than the eyes can bear,
I will be lifted up.
All my sorrows, all my pain
will be washed away.
Waiting for that precious  time
when i meet you Lord,
and Thou shall embrace me in real.
Waiting for you Lord, Waiting for you.

The feeling of being alone

The feeling of being alone and not overcoming it,
The slouch it takes to be familiar .
Walking around and wondering ,
What is that taunting you and you never end up in one place.
The deeper it goes the menace it is, screechy and mournfull.
Memories fade away the lane you walk by
Shunting you with all the terrible moments,
You no longer are alone, but is surrounded by bunch of lonliness.
A meaningless word it should be
A picture with no colour within
That is all i feel when i see my hand barren.
Sympathy one wont need, a prayer or two instead just tell me
Why this feeling seems like
A neverending one?

mushkilein

Machchar mare bhi to esse
Jaise koi item dance kare
Fizool k hein ye powercut
Jaise bijli koi daan kare
Hum bhi kabhi kamar hilathe the dhun pe,
Aaj naubath aise k,
Machar ke sath hum b nache powercut pe.
Pestiside daalthe ho har hafthe,
Naak sikudne se ab na rehthe.
Thoda aur himmat dalo neta jee,
Powercut aur raasthe saaf ab keejiye.
Fir sochenge vote de, ke na de,
Nahi to khud k party ek aur khadi kar denge....
Aam housewife hun mein ,
Aaj nahi to kal shaadi aap bhi jaroor karenge...
Fir dekhenge kaise nHin manthe humare haq ko...

Dear Electricity board

Dear Electricity board
Kindly stick to your word of powercuts,
Because my vegetables in fridge are no longer fresh
And so i would have to decide to sell my fridge
So will your wife will do
as fridge works with ectricity not with powercuts.
And if all the housewives decide to do so
The Kelvinators or the LG' s or the Samsung
Will work for loss , so they will throw people out
To compete with production loss.
Soon recesion will happen in our country
Soon price hike will happen for food items
As we housewives will have to cook daily .
So sir what will happen to your weekend outings?
How will u give treat on your bday parties?
I bet you will declare no outing zone in your houses
Your children will be sad and so will be Mc Donalds
The resturants will run out of business
As you , oh sorry ! Customers stop coming.
Ah there comes recesion again.
People will start migrating to other countries,
You will be forced to send you child abroad
Atleast he may be rescued...
And oh the Euro will rise again
Then your day dreams will become nightmare
Coz u know wats coming next...
The Inr value goes low , petrol value hikes
U no more drive ur Maruthi
Forget about driving electric scootars or cars
Remember u no longer hav electricity to charge them.
People start fighting over for money  .
Malnutrition deaths as food is out of normal peoples reach.
National riots and so on.
Soon Our country will go down to label of
"Under developed" from " developing country"
Our country will start taking loan from other countries
To balance our economy .
Ah they will make sure interest rates are high
So finally our govt will decide to increase the tax  and layoff many  which may cause you too.
And still u survive this sir . Remember
Our country is already tired of giving taxes
And ultimately they will stop that tooo.
So i was thinking  how will you ever get your PAY
If I or we housewives of private sector
Stop giving tax or buying fridges?
We normal people are sick of your extra powercuts either you make and deliver electricity properly or we will start behaving
IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN


WITH due respect
Normal Indian wife